Miss Cherry Red

Motherhood. Love. Life. And everything in between

I am not married.  Never have been.  I happily live (in sin) with The Hot Geek. I like it that way.  It’s nice. Although I’m starting to think that I carry around some sign declaring my unmarried status that only those with a ring occupying that finger can see. Does my single-dom offend you?  Or …

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Categories: love

I will never understand the male psyche? I mean, what personality characteristic is it that some men possess that allows them to believe it’s OK to cheat on their wife and children? I have been in relationships where the man I’ve been with cheat.  I’ve heard countless times the old ‘it’s-not-you-it’s-me story. I know it’s …

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Eugh. This week has been the worst week of my life. I honestly thought I’d faced the toughest challenges that life had for me to take, but this week, well this week beat all of those hands down to be the worst. I didn’t think I had any tears left to cry if I’m honest …

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Are things at home better or worse? I don’t know. But I wish I knew.  And I mean the kind of knowing where your whole body, mind and soul knows.  Where doubt doesn’t exist on any level. But I don’t and I can feel my heart break a little more with each thought I have …

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How do I know?  Do I possess some psychic ability? No. It’s because I couldn’t recall the last time he told me he loved me. It’s because he doesn’t reply to an email if I send him one. It’s because he doesn’t answer the phone when I call him. But most importantly, it’s because he …

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It would appear that my subconscious is still having issues with everything. My nightmares are more vivid than before and each one ends the same. With me alone. I feel OK during the day but at night my dreams remind me of my fears.