Miss Cherry Red

Motherhood. Love. Life. And everything in between

How do I know?  Do I possess some psychic ability? No. It’s because I couldn’t recall the last time he told me he loved me. It’s because he doesn’t reply to an email if I send him one. It’s because he doesn’t answer the phone when I call him. But most importantly, it’s because he …

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It would appear that my subconscious is still having issues with everything. My nightmares are more vivid than before and each one ends the same. With me alone. I feel OK during the day but at night my dreams remind me of my fears.

We’ve been together 2 years today. We’re in France on a family holiday and it’s been lovely. But deep down I think I knew I’d lost him after my recent behaviour. I’ve tried to be a better person and thought for one brief moment it was working. We were going to go for dinner tonight. …

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…. apparantly that isn’t just the title of a movie with with Kate Hudson and Matthew McConaghy a horrible series of habits that I seem to have adopted as common practice? What is my problem?  What secret event happened without my knowledge and turned me into some paranoid, irrational nut job?  The truth?  I have …

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